Whenever i update this thing it always seem like i leave out huge portions of what i actually wanted to update on. like my life and stuff u know?

in any case, since i cant ever remember specific things, life is going great. job, school, car, friends, health and family. all the major points to enjoying life amirite? yes, yes i am.

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mmm okay, so its been a few months since iv properly updated here. i think where i left off, is about where i am in terms of where i thought i would be, so thats still good. still trucking on with school and what have you. i still need to find a steady job, so if anyone has any suggestions ill gladly take them. iv alrdy sunk low enough as to try ( Read more... )

watch your mouth hold your tongue girl, because you're running out of breath,
running out of time before every careless word that you utter renders you
utterly useless, now you're drowning in your own saliva trying to speak
yourself to the top of your empty world, well keep on talking just keep on
rambling you've got your mouth full

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PUSSY CAT DOLLS ON KIDS CHOICE AWARDS. WHAT. THE. FUCK?

so xmas this year was okay. i just didnt like that i had to work xmas eve, its like a slap in the face, telling me im getting older. meh. no more crazy childish dreams of HELLA presents of anything i could possibly ask for, or like anxiously fake sleeping to open presents like RIGHT at 12, and then bein near covered in presents from clothes (which ( Read more... )

so i read through the last 200 posts i had, since i couldnt go to sleep, and its too cold to do anything else, and, man i used to be a more colorful poster.
music lyrics, that matched everything from being happy to sad, having one way conversations with certain people, and posting like  word things. i even had better tags to go with the posts.
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The Killers - Human
Cut the cord
Are we Human?
Or are we Dancer?
My sign is vital
My hands are cold
And I'm on my knees
Looking for the answer
Are we Human?
Or are we Dancer?

'are we human or are we dancer?' refers to our ongoing existence as puppets on the world's string.do we have the will to break free (cut the cord) and become who we were ( Read more... )

A thousand points and fingers I defied every one of them ( Read more... )

so rolemodel looks effin funny. i need to watch it nao. okay? okay. in other news, alot of womenz in sanjose arestuck up bitches. im hella security gaurding, and every single one that i even graze my view on, cuz thats what im supposed to be doing, observing people, im not even staring, they automatically think im like eye fucking them. wtf? dont ( Read more... )