Spent the last 48+ hours in Cape Cod, Andy's dad died from the cancer he had been battling for 10 years. 1, 500 people showed up to his wake Thursday evening and the funeral on Friday was even more packed. He truly was loved. Andy is so sensitive and I can't even cope with how it would feel to lose a parent. Dick (andy's dad) was only 51 years old ( Read more... )

I'm not even really sure why I still drag myself back to Live Journal... I guess I feel bad when I don't update this... even though I now have a running blog and facebook is really the best way to follow me around the world ( Read more... )

Love is so weird I really do hate relationships ( Read more... )

Its been a few good weeks...

Art is good, slow very very slow but good.

Getting my tattoo on Friday, tomorrow ...

Its been raining for weeks and I've been baking cupcakes like its no ones business.

Jack passed away this morning... I can't eat or stop crying things are just really tough. I can't have a dog of my own so Jack was my love. Last time we hung out together he body checked me and stole my hot dog... I love him : (

Steve has been sick this past week and I've been a sweet girlfriend taking care of him but now I can feel myself getting sick, I feel it coming on, my body is dragging so bad... its like I'm caked in really heavy wet mud and I just can move. I want to because I have a million and one things to do but my body keeps saying SLLLLLOOOOWWWWW the f-n ( Read more... )

I can't believe I fell for it, but did it again
I told myself I'm gonna quit, but did it again
I can't believe I fell for it, but did it again
I told myself I'm gonna quit, but

This was supposed to be the last time
I told myself this wouldnt happen again
I told myself I wasn't ever going to call you
I told myself I wasn't going to let you back in
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I uploaded all my photos on my facebook page because I'm getting really lazy ( Read more... )

I'm heading back to my home away from home next week Belgium, This time I wont be retarded and forget to pack the Killer (baby camera) what a fucking dumb ass I can be...

I'm departing on the 31st and be living it up in my kick ass room in Leuven on the first.

Help, I have done it again
I have been here many times before
Hurt myself again today
And, the worst part is there's no-one else to blame

Be my friend
Hold me, wrap me up
Unfold me
I am small
I'm needy
Warm me up
And breathe me

Ouch I have lost myself again
Lost myself and I am nowhere to be found,
Yeah I think that I might break
I've lost myself again and I ( Read more... )