Today I looked trough my old yearbook from 2000/01, the one from when I went to highschool in the US. I was reading the messages that people wrote for me. I remember that back then, those people and the time there was everything for me. Reading the messages today, I had no freaking clue who these people were. I hardly remember any of their faces or ( Read more... )

I lost.

Today I heard an old man, who's wife died a couple of years ago, saying "I'm happy I could spend my life together with my her ( Read more... )

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Oh damnit I've been too busy to be on livejournal lately. Christmas shopping and working and uni and going to Christmas markets ( Read more... )

I fucking hate my parents ( Read more... )

Boyfriend's coming to visit me for Christmas. He said he wants to know where I'm from, which is actually really sweet. I an looking forward to it, but it also means we really need to talk about us and our future. Also another friend said she's coming and since she already has the tickets I can't only spend time with the boyfriend, plus it's ( Read more... )

Wow, it's been forever. After my last entry, I went through a busy time. I was actually planning to leave Japan at that time, but I didn't come back until three weeks ago. Just had... a lot of things to do and to fix ( Read more... )

I am going back to Austria ( Read more... )

It's been three weeks that he told me he's with a girl now. A girl that's not me.
Maybe I took him too much for granted but I've always really loved him. And he's with another girl now.

Today was the first time I could cry over it.