for the luv of what is left of my sanity why? *shakes head* there's something in air that is driving my allergies into a frenzy and i'm a girl. so my energy battery went on low so i took a nap x.x i dreamed. i dreamed i was at this really big house/mansion with a bunch of random people from my 'old' life. then i go with my 'older sister' to pick up ( Read more... )

sooo bored todai. didn't get to the library with enough time to look at stuff *pout* chibi's fault. grrrr -.-* but i did spend todai reading :D been reading the charlene harris southern vampire novels. not bad once you get use to the scenery *shrugs* talked to d-chan and leci. watched gackt commercials. gackt is yummy. and there is storm out there ( Read more... )

ever look in the mirror and have conversations with yourself? or just talk to yourself in your head? ever have the old you and the you now talk about present events? ok. well, ever have the past you come out and look thru your eyes? (ok, some of this is NOT going to make sense to anyone...but, ergh) cos that's what happened to me a few days ago. i ( Read more... )

i am bored and sick. as in fighting off a cold. get yer 'ed outta de gutter. geez. but, yea. i'm bored. i want something to read. something pretty to look at. yes, i could write. i could draw. i dunno. dun feel like. and tomorrow. what about it. i dunno. my bro is watching some very weird show on comedy central 0.o i need a shower. yes, i need a ( Read more... )

ok...me rant. don't EVER fscking threaten my friends. and fsktard, threaten mi kobito again and i will rip your balls off and feed them to your ass and then shove your face up there X.x yes, i AM over protective.

so...last night i read thru my old entries and ohmygawd. i never realized how fscked up i was back then. i mean gezesus X.x i serious was like a drug addict and i times it sounded like i was on drugs. gawd. wtf was wrong with me? *shivers* alot of things make sense now. my hate for certain people. hell, i'm surprised i still talk to some people. i ( Read more... )

yea...i was wrong *sigh-o-relief* thou this whole thing with his parents not liking me is depressing us both. it's just i don't understand. i wish they'd get to know me better. *shakes head* family and religion...oiT.T but, i've never been happier in my life to be wrong <3<3<3 yes, i am very lucky.

and i am also very sleepy. so g'nite :3

hi. yea, it's me. whiee. i don't know when the last time i did an actual update in here. prolly not too long ago. lately, i've been acting like my old self. what do i mean by that? well, a lil' after i met seiji-kun, i started to be a whole lot calmer than how i was before. i could take things in stride. i wouldn't fall a part at a pin drop. now, i ( Read more... )

so school is done for now. *strech* now to find a job in the mean time. not really sure how that's going to go. but, ~.~ stepmom has made it point to make it clear that since i don't fit into her cookie-cutter world she doesn't want me around. well, same to you bitch. *sighs* i went with my family to a friends house - church people *rolls eyes* it ( Read more... )

so...yea, i've been rereading the series that more or less intro'd me to wiccan. it brings back odd memories. sometimes i miss it, but then again i'm not in a point in my life where i could practice any regilion. *sigh* i few the higher ups as i would my own parents... i'm not on speaking terms. i don't trust them and if you don't trust the higher ( Read more... )