Where do I go form here I feel like every thing has been pulled out from under me. Life is killing me when before it did not . Fuck it all .
Is love even pout there any more? These days not for me....no that would be to easy no fucking way.

Well well what is it with life women and every thing else. I mean you work you do right and what the fuck...you just get shit on . I mean you ask someone how they are and they do not responce come on it is plane fucking rude ( Read more... )

From my kids mom moving to oak harbor and not doing much on new years over all I feel fucking shitty. I just hope every thing clears.

Well I am trying to spend as much time with my son as I can. I am gonna miss him when he is 2 hours north.

There is a certian person in my life that I have to deal with . Having left over feelings
is just killing me and it makes me wanna hit the wall so bad and it is making me crazy.
My love/hate is just to fucking thin.

Note to all Do not live close to your exes that's all I have to say.

Slipping in to something dark and cannot get out of.

A while back I wish I could made things work better with my kids mom and now it's over and I feel powerless and cannot do the thing's I need to or make sense of it. Fuck what I am tring to say .

It has been a long time . I live in Tacoma...I have a son and he is 2 years old ( Read more... )

Fingers digging inside like claws through skin
the outer and inner self can't take much more.
Right now things are such a bore that every thing
should just fly away from every thing that hurts.
Never to return because the wheel of life just keeps
turning and turning.

Time for me to throw my two cents into shit...so here we go. Today I was on the bus and it's over crowded from all the goddamn base ball fans that have just come on and that shit. Lets face it the team sucks and the players making way too much fucking money for their own good ( Read more... )

Can't wait to see Ministry tomorrow it will be my 3rd seening them but this time with revolting cocks it's some thing that must be experienced. The Showbox is a pretty decent
place for live shows in my opinion. I have seen type o negative twice there and was satisfied.

Tonight me and my girl friend will be at the Noc Noc tonight:)

Frist of all me and Heather are splits ville for the those who do not know and I am glad it happend ( Read more... )