the peace i long for but won't let myself have.. rests on the backs of crickets underneath the water soaked leaves hanging above the forest floor.. sleep pulls at my eyelids.. chiding.. teasing.. and begging for a dream of passionate awakening ( Read more... )

All of you Daytonians should be happy to know that this Friday, June 18th, I am picking up Daniela Maigatter, our own little German girl, from the Cincinnati airport. Yes, folks, she's back and ready to tear the world apart. And she can do it.. believe that she can do it. For those of you that live in Dayton and don't know her, you are really ( Read more... )

didn't black mamba say that to bill when she saw him at the wedding.. ?.. please.. throw tomatoes at me if i'm wrong... i'm sick and i'm pissed that i allowed myself to become sick.. i haven't been sick in a year.. and here it is summer time.. and my tonsils are swollen... i keep telling myself that i need to stay home and rest.. but here i am at 4 ( Read more... )

dark_moon669's LJ stalker is jon_revolta!jon_revolta is stalking you because you are really good at bowling. They are also getting with your significant other!

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so.. i'm convinced i'm crazy.. and i'm getting a handle on it.. but how do you convince yourself that everyone else has a handle on it too?.. i'm paranoid.. and the paranoia crawls over my skin like the film of cigarettes.. it's like.. my fuck it cigarette is gone and now that i no longer have that stenchy filth covering me... i feel another. but ( Read more... )

i let myself be sucked into an all day taken marathon.. interesting ideas.. many of which we have all thought at one point in time.. or we have yet to think.. what is out there? nothing.. the end? no.. there is no end.. just endless searching.. our evolutionary brothers are searching for the next evolution.. just as we are.. and intellectual.. more ( Read more... )

the trees have little green buds on them and i'm afraid with this chill in my soul.. they will die.. and fall soon.. maybe they aren't the buds that you see.. or i see or think we see.. but i thought i would bloom a flower this year.. but it's just like every other year.. and i won't bloom until the very moment i die.. i've done this so many times ( Read more... )

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i have a blind date tonight.. not totally.. i've talked to him multiple times on the phone and been sent a picture.. and for all of you who might possibly be worried.. we are meeting in a public place.. (i'm a very cautious person ;) ) and it isn't really a date date.. i just invited him out for drinks after work.. i'm nervous.. because (and anyone ( Read more... )