It has been quite a long while. So let's get started, shall we? I went to the beach for my first time ever this year during summer vacation. It was all sort of surreal when I was there though. Because before then I had only heard about the beach, and seen it in pictures and on the T.V. Let's see, this year Josh turned sixteen and got his driver's ( Read more... )

This Friday my sister, her boyfriend, his mom, my two little nephews, my mom, and I shall be leaving for Gulf Shores. I am so very excited, because, sadly, I've actually never been to the beach. I just have to wear a lot of sunscreen, because I'm incredibly pale, and I'd like to keep it that way. I may not mind getting a bit of sun... but I like my ( Read more... )

The past three days... I have been rather depressed for no apparent reason. I hate it. Every little thing that happens to anything or anyone close to me I tend to blame on myself. Because my bird, Nova, died... and I blamed it on myself. Because, to me, it seemed like everything with feathers that I held too much died. Spanky had died early this ( Read more... )

Okay... Okay.... I have a LOT on my mind, so I dunno how much room this entry will take... *sigh* Well, the reason I entitled this entry "Why?" is because it seems my father keeps blaming me for things. Gah, I have a headache. Also, my father can't forgive me and Josh [long story] BUT he forgave my sister, who has done a LOT worse than I have. Let' ( Read more... )

Okay.... Okay.... I have found (in my opinion) a great series of books, and I'm basically typing this, so I can remember when the fourth one comes out. The series is called Vampire Kisses (Vampire Kisses, Kissing Coffins, and Vampireville so far) and they're by Ellen Schreiber. The fourth one is entitled "Dance with a Vampire", it's in progress of ( Read more... )

Well, Josh didn't come today, he was sick. BUT he is feeling better ^^, I just miss him terribly. [Note to Self: I miss you terribly] But I have got to talk to him, all because of the wonderful invention of MSN. ^^ Anyway.... Well, the bright side is that I GET TO SEE HIM TOMORROW! YAY! ^^ Because our youth leaders are throwing an "End of Summer" ( Read more... )

Well, today was..... *drum roll* Josh's and my FIVE MONTH anniversary!!!!! YAY! *trows a mini-party* WOOOOOOO!!! ^_^ Anywho, we got to go to a concert to celebrate. The band that played was Hidden Element. Josh heard that they sucked from his stepbrother, Andrew... BUT around half-way through the concert, he really liked them. ^_^ But.... hmmm, ( Read more... )

I really.... REALLY want to move out right about now... I HATE it here... Well, I'd rather just live with my mother... Well, I might as well as tell you why I am saying these things. Okay... it's my father that I am angry with, obviously. I was with the church watching the rest of the youth play softball with ♥Josh♥, (Yes, I DO go to church.. ^^) ( Read more... )

I have just done something that I fear may ground me... I mean it's nothing big but my "father" would probably think I'm the Anti-christ for doing it. I have painted my nails BLACK. I told you it was nothing big. But, my father will probably yell at me when he sees my nails. -_- *sigh* Anyway, I'm also bored out of my mind, and I want Wednesday to ( Read more... )

Well, while I'm waiting for Josh to get done with his homework, I might as well as type in this. Ummmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm *thinks* What shall I write.... I could always talk about how much I love JOSH... So I guess I will. I love him so very much, I can't really put into words how much I love him though... It's rather hard to explain a feeling I've ( Read more... )