i'm attemping ro pack more. i've taken all the posters down, the walls are depressingly boring now. i got rid of one poster. i don't know if want all the others, but i'm taking them with me and i'll decide while i'm decorating. while i was taking my heartagram poster down, i ripped it in a few placres. at first i was thinking whatever, i'll just ( Read more... )

lately i've been having chest pains. i think it's been happening for about a month now. randomly, out of the blue, my chest will star to hurt. sometimes it's a constant pain and heaviness and other times it's sharp pain when i breath in. on top of that it never seems to hurt in the same place it did before. sometimes my mom's inhaler helps it go ( Read more... )

so here i am, catching up on everyone's livejournals. everyone has something going on, although it doesn't seem like "something going on" is a good thing right now. (except for Courtney, maybe) it makes me feel like i'm reading novels about the lives of fictional people. i know, of course, that it is reality, but it doesn't always feel like my ( Read more... )

here i am, again, contemplating the issue of college finances. it's not going to be easy, but i think i'll amnage. ny dad is going to help me, but not as much i thought, but i think it's ok cause like i said i think i'll manage. it sucks when it first hits you that the world revolves around money and somerimes your lucky to have what you need but ( Read more... )

Whether or not to go to VA with my parents. I don’t know how the decision came so easily to my sister to not go. Doesn’t she care about seeing family? I guess it’s hard because this decision has previous been made for me, and that has left me with a sense obligation to go.

Well I have decided not to go, I’m going to go to Orlando and visit Heather ( Read more... )

I went to the doctor to get one shot for school, and they gave my three!

I needed the meningitis shot for UCF.
my doctor said I needed a tetanus shot.
even though i didn't need it for school, the doctor decide to give me the second varella shot (i couldn’t catch the stupid chicken pox when i was a kid).
so I got 2 shots in my right arm and 1 in my left ( Read more... )

i'm done with school for summer, so i have nothin to modivate me to get  up in the morning a few days a week.
there's no Heather either, i don't want to say that i have no other friends but i don't really hang out with anyone except Heather or Heather and other people or occationally Jaquey.
I finaly got around to develuping the photos i took in New ( Read more... )

sometimes i wish i could get in a car and drive myself places,

i just finished a book, and i think it's quite possibly the best book i've read.

Identical by ellen hopkins

my left eye, since it doesn't work, is tiny because it doesn't grow. i have to wear a prosthesis over my eyeball to fill in the space. before i could just go see mr. Bowen and he'd make me a new one. but now i have Medicaid/health ease, and the whole thing is super stressful. because i have to prove to them that i need a prosthesis and get it ( Read more... )