today i had my first constructive practice with my band. it consists of me, tom and my brother. me and tom switch between lead guitar and tom sings, my brother plays base and keybaord. we kind of have a drummer but he never shows up for practice, so we are going to kick him out and find another drummer ( Read more... )

hurray i am going to ozzfest and there is not a thing in the world that will stop me. ever since sean asked me to go i have been looking forward to this concert. not only is it the first concert i am going to but i am going with sean and paul and alan and everyone else. not only that but this is the best annual tour EVER ( Read more... )

there is htis one girl in school who i really like and i think she likes me too. today i wanted to ask her out but i dont really know how to express my feelings to her and i dont want it to come out the wrong way. i am just afraid that it would blow up in my face or she would be afraid to give me a straight answer. latley i feel like everyone ( Read more... )

i had a really shitty(?) day today, i just woke up really in a bad mood and i feel like i have had a cloud over my head all day. went to guitar lesson today that was okay, played some slides in down tune ( Read more... )

this is such a cool quote, so dark but so deep.

"You said you read me like a book but the pages are all torn and frayed"

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it has been a long time since my last update. i might be going to ozzfest with some friends from school but my parents wont let me go there until they meet my friends, they know that they look and act like me so for some reason my friends are "untrust worthy" but i am not. what the hell is that i mean if you dont think people like me are good ( Read more... )

Beliefs are dangerous. Beliefs allow the mind to stop functioning. A non-functioning mind is clinically dead. Believe in nothing...
- Tool, AEnima

i saw a cool slayer music video today, it was pretty fucking awesome. it was for the song bloodline. i got into a fight with my dad again. i dont know why but it seems like we are constantly fighting. but today i had a good reason he was treating my brother like he was retarted while they were trying to fix our front door. my dad just wouldn't ( Read more... )

wow even worse than last time. take the test and see if you are "messed up"

DisorderRatingParanoid:HighSchizoid:HighSchizotypal:HighAntisocial:ModerateBorderline:Very HighHistrionic:LowNarcissistic:ModerateAvoidant:HighDependent:ModerateObsessive-Compulsive:Low
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