thers a man in the wall ( Read more... )

i wrote this i dont know when but after i read it i realized that i still fell this way i dont know why but thats how i am. sometimes i will just write somthing down in the middle of the night because that is the only way i know how to express my thoughts and feelings is by writing it down ( Read more... )

i feel like i cant express any emotion whatsoever. i feel myself drifting into a helpless void and i try to scream yell run and fight it but it is not use ( Read more... )

today sucked. i did not accomplish anything and i have way too much stuff to do now. i wish i could just freeze time so that i could do whatever i wanted to do

it is sunday and i am extremly bored. i know i should do homework but i dont want to, i just got off worka nd nobody is here ( Read more... )

it is finally friday. not that i have anything todo cause i have to go to work in a little while but i guess this weekend will be good. i am thinking of dyeing my hair black. i wanted it to be black with red on the tips but my parents wont allow it so i had to settle for just black. i might go see a movie with andrew this weekend. and i guess ( Read more... )

OK HERE IS MY SONG, it still needs work and i guess it is supposed to be like an elliot smith song well here it is ( Read more... )

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yeah sounds right


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i miss the good old days when james was here and i had confidence. right now i am currently trying to right a song i all ready have the music thats easy for me its expressing my feelings and getting words out of my mouth that is hard. james if you read this make a comment. i failed a chem quiz today and i am really pissed off. i have also been ( Read more... )