Ugh...Finally ths year is almost over. Almost all year I've been depressed, so I'm glad the year is nearing it's end...I don't know why but for some reason I keep thinking next year will be better...very doubtful. u_u Whatever...got a new pic to share anyway...http://

Just recently I heard about something called 'Bonsai Kittens' and was extremely horrified of what they do to these poor kitties. Because of a cats flexibility, at a young age it's bones can be warped into and shape so people put them in jars and things like that and feed them with a tube! How could you do something so cruel and disgusting?!? I have ( Read more... )

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*sighs* Well...life seems to be going downhill at full speed and I'm unable to stop it or know what the consequences will be. This sucks...why do people hate me?! What have I done wrong to anyone?! People don't care that I die more and more inside every time they do something to hurt me...they don't care that I want to just disappear most of the ( Read more... )

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I sense my old friend is up to something. Just recently she has started talking to me again. I'm not sure what to think of it. She sent me an email talking about how I shouldnt be with Micah because he's a player, but I know she is just trying to get him for her sister. Why is it people don't like me being happy?! Everytime I find something or ( Read more... )

O.O My weekend was awesome! Very strange...well I went to the annual hayride thingy. And...I saw Micah and I think he likes me back...so yes, very good weekend! ^_^

Dude, I'm getting a new guitar soon! It'll be frickin beautiful!! I'll show a pic as soon as I can..:P Oh yeah and I deleted my character on FFXI and created a new one! ^_^

FFXI is frickin awesome! >.< I just made a character and started playing Friday. Her name is Shinjitsu! Heres some creenshots for all to see the glory of me! Muahaha! lol. J/K!

Shinjitsu fighting a wimpy wasp thing

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Well...the depression continues! I've been really tired because of it....It's driving me crazy!>.< This may be weird to say but....I think when I see Micah the problem will subside for a little while at least....

That's all for tonight I have to go take a shower!