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Sea of Teeth ( Read more... )

you know whats difficult??
having the option to be out all day or sleep all day.
shooot.

everything is pathetic.
im done, with everything.

i hate work.
i hate everything.
i'm ready to give up.

life is so bipolar right now.
but its mostly good.
lets hope it stays that way. :]

the only shitty part is is that i got ISD today...blah.
what a lovely way to spend the last day of school.

ugh school is so effing gay.
fuck fuck shit.
i can't wait til its over with in a few days.

oooh god, if i fail geom/trig i can't graduate...
eeeeeech.
also, i got detention the whole day tomorrow which means i can't practice math.

i suck at life.

but im excited for summer & seattle.

im the only one that tries
and im the only one that feels bad about it.
why does my relationship feel like something so nonexistant?

i wrote a poem.

I can't think of a more important word than 'walking ( Read more... )

i am so emotionally exhausted.
i wish i could just fall asleep for 5 months and then everything would be done with.
im tired, so tired of every single thing i hope for going wrong.
i think im being punished.

so my mother is a life ruiner.
she sucks.

and so does everything else.