Once again, I'm afraid to sleep. I'm so scared of how different things will be when I wake up. I love feeling awake and alive... sleep seems to resemble death.
im... well, to say that i'm with you on this one is an understatement.
i cant sleep. i stay awake until i am incapable of doing so any longer, and my mother is upset because i get up at 2 inthe afternoon but she doesnt understand that i was awake, trying to find something else to do because im terrified of what happens in my head when i try to sleep so i dont, until 8 inthe morning, and then when i stay awake until 9 the next night she thinks im oversleeping but i cant sleep for shit.
I'll be at home until the 15th. It would be amazing if you could come visit. Do you still have my number? If not, I can send it to you over facebook through a message or something sneaky like that. I miss you like woah!
this might be part of the reason that i dont seem to fear death much. you should know by now how much dreams mean to me, and with dreams comes sleep in a general sense. I dont think that i have a deathwish cause life is so much fun usually, but certainly i dont dread it. its almost 6am... therefore that may not make sense. meh.
PS: this package is starting to get hot. it may go critical soon. call me or write back dear, before its too late :D
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i cant sleep. i stay awake until i am incapable of doing so any longer, and my mother is upset because i get up at 2 inthe afternoon but she doesnt understand that i was awake, trying to find something else to do because im terrified of what happens in my head when i try to sleep so i dont, until 8 inthe morning, and then when i stay awake until 9 the next night she thinks im oversleeping but i cant sleep for shit.
im kind of going insane. care to join me?
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PS: this package is starting to get hot. it may go critical soon. call me or write back dear, before its too late :D
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