Soo....Friends. Long standing thing, I feel like I don't have enough of them. Feel like I've forgotten how to make friends. Brain says I have forgotten how to be a friend to people ( Read more... )

Please stop bleeding. I am getting really tired of this. I know it's winter. I know I could be taking in more water than I have been. Message has been delivered. I do not have time for this this week. Please stop bleeding before I cut you off. No really. Please.

So, the nervous breakdown that had been creeping up on me, resulting in more and more desperate and depressive behavior from trying to escape what felt inevitable instead turned into a day where I had five hours less time than I needed to get everything done, a work shift I hadn't been expecting(my fault completely on that one) with no time for ( Read more... )

I've been awake since sunday, give or take an hour or two.
Yaaay.

I have a job, and my feet hurt now. My sister doesn't have leukemia. Those are the big things ( Read more... )

Content thyself to be obscurely good.
When vice prevails and impious men bear sway,
The post of honor is a private station.
- Joseph Addison

note to self: feet rubbing while falling asleep anxiety related?

My Dad won't be able to join the rest of my family for christmas.

I don't know why this hit so hard just now, but I wish it would stop.

So there was this book, a long time ago, that I bought on a whim. It was a ridiculously thick book with a bright turqoise cover and it was the journal of this(fictitious) teenage boy ( Read more... )

I fucking hate winter, and I need a happy light. Or drugs that fix it.