i never really write in this thing...

tonight i got in a very heated discussion with my older sons father...

i do not think i have been this depressed in a long time...

today cire turned 6. yes he did.

i feel old.

it would be my 2 yr wedding anniversary...
but its not...
i have not cried about dave in a while...
but today i cant help but cry...
i miss him...
i miss my best friend...
i am sad...
i will just be alone today

i got my septum repericed...

good bye

got in a stupid car accident
got whiplash...
seeing lawyer today
fun

im so fucking depressed it is making me sick...

we are moving.. oh yay

lol

im kinda down today

im so freaking tired ahhhh

but yay
lol

im the happiest i have ever been

im gonna die of work over load....

i have been at work sence 7am and i will be here prolly till 7 pm...

this week i will work anywhere from 55 to 60 hours... dammit
im tired