all I have to say is a guy who would hit a girl, is a serious whimp. kthanks.

thats the lowest you can go.

and this is why I have trust issuses with them. this is the one time I wish travis was still around, he wouldve done something about it. but no, im retarded and dont listen and now look what happens. you get hurt.

We lost to effing sophomores..and they cheat.

But they cheated, and didnt get the pealties for it, but we would hold someone or something,we would get the penalty. its not fair. and im not just saying it because we lost, im saying it because its true.

but at least we lost fair and square, right? To bad it was to sophomores. ugh.

you never hear about accidents happening at anyone elses school, just mine.
Death comes in threes...got that right
*first andrew in his car accident
*Dj ODing
*Now the five of them in a car accident, one died, ones paralyzed, two in critical condition, ones fine for the most part.

but it always happens at caroline...

keep these five guys in your

Andrews birthday is almost here, its going to be hard. it was hard enough seeing his dad last weekend at the car wash, on the way home, i cried. its not fair he had to die, he had to be the one they wanted back. all we want is him back, but we know we'll see him again some day ( Read more... )

So i found the truck i want, but my moms being a bitch and wont help me buy it. he only wants 1000 for it, and its safe! thats what she dosent seem to understand, it has a roll bar and everything. ugh. parents. to bad she wants me to save for it, because is a stick and she dosent want to teach me to drive it. so lets see if grandma will help me... ( Read more... )

I leave tomorrow!!! yay for the beach! and no parents!!!! YES ( Read more... )

It still dosent seem real.... I still think it was a joke, I thought we were looking at a doll, not andrew, he wasnt dead, it was a lie... it wasnt a lie. it was true, and i dont wanna believe it. some many people were there. Travis was there, and I made peace with him, because heaven forbid he was in an accident, i dont want the last thing i say ( Read more... )

I did it.

I told Travis goodbye =)

I feel so proud of myself. Instead now im flirting with a twin, and idk which one sometimes. haha, but yes, i am no longer caring about Travis.

Andrew's viewing is tomorrow, the funerals tuesday, i dont think im gonna be able to just sit there quietly.. but we'll see..

Travis came home today, and I hung out with him after work, and i dont know what to do anymore ( Read more... )

Prom was so fun! I have the pics on myspace and i'll put them on here later, once i get the patience ( Read more... )