if my hands were big enough
all the pain i would take away,
if our paths weren't soo dark
i could find your hand and lead you away!

if my empty arms could hold you
i would hold on tight til you knew,
that they could only be satisfied
with the love and feel of you!

if only i had the power
to return to yesterday,
you would not have slipped from these ( Read more... )

Yes Yes I am not dead! Well Saturday nite around 11:30 tony came to my window and I snuck out and got in a car that josh was driving. I was going out wit grencho for like a day or so. we went to his old house and then i dumped him bcuz it felt wrong to me. Then Lexi hooked me up wit Josh's friend tony dechristopher-he's so sweet and nice. i could ( Read more... )

YEAH! i HAD FUN THIS MORNING! BESIDES THE FACT I GOT NICK'S SCOOTER TAKEN AWAY! (HE DOESN'T KNOW) :P AND TONY'S MIA. ASHLEIGH IS WORRIED SOMETHING HAPPENED TO HIM. HOPEFULLY HE'S A.O.K.

EVERYONES GOING TO CHECKERS AFTER FINALS. WE'LL HAVE FUN LIKE WE DID FRIDAY. WITHOUT SANDY GETTING HURT. I FELT BAD BUT WE HAD TO LAUGH. WE HAD FUN BY OURSELF. SHE' ( Read more... )

FOUND THIS ON MYSPACE AND LIKED IT! FOR US GIRLS!

This is to all of the guys in the world who can't accept girls for who they are

I'm sorry
That I'm not enough of a slut
to sleep with you on a first date

I'm sorry
That I don't smother my face in make-up
To look a different way

I'm sorry
That my boobs aren't big enough
to "satisfy" your needs

I'm sorry
that I' ( Read more... )

This year was very good. And ELxi ended it just right!!! Serve's him, right? Hopefully I end it by getting Andrew back. I learned from my mistakes and I'm  not letting another guy get in between us. And he likes to wretle which is a plus!!! Hard Core! lolz

ME LOVE LEXI AND ANDREW..LEXI MORE CUZ SHE'S MY BEST FRIEND!!

Well Andrew wrote back and this is what he wrote:

mandi i do still like u some just right now i dont want a gf. and i haven't not been writting u, my internet is down. but ya i do still like u just i dont want to be in a relationship right now.

talk later
andrew

I told him when he's ready I'm here. So hopefully i can pursuade him more! :P I told him ( Read more... )

Well today was fun. Except for me keep losing my voice! I told Lexi who i thought she was more happy wit and itz her decision so we'll see what tricks she has up her sleeve! Ashleigh is still paranoid that lexi is gunna steal tony away from her-just so you know...noone wants tony. Sorry tony but i had to state the facts! :P ( Read more... )

Lexi's not here! Yeah I'm feeling much better! This morning was fun! I crack myself up!! :P Yeah I realized I got over Josh awhile ago! The sex was good but I knew we wouldn't last long. And he wasn't really my type but w/e. Now I'm trying to get back with the guy that gave me all-but he hasn't talked to me in awhile.

I hope Lexi gets the courage to ( Read more... )

Wow I'm feeling a lot better. I am god because I now know who Lexi likes! But I'm not telling!!:P Well I've realized being single isn't too bad, Sure I miss having some one by my side but I'm getting used to having no one. I started thinking about my old relationships and how i missed spending time with my old flames. A.K.A.~~Adam & Andrew. They ( Read more... )

So how are you all? I'm sick and I hate it. I ache all over!  Didn't do too much this weekend. 
Damn Nyquil doesn't work!

Watch out Lexi's got a phone! lolz......... I feel like dying!!!!