My trial concludes itself. My time is drawing near. Ten minutes left. Do I stay or do I go? They say, “Leap…. and the net will appear”. I say, “The net binds me to the ground, rather than protects me from it”. Perhaps this too, will change.

I've honestly no idea what to say at this point. If I've learned anything from 2006 it's that EVERYTHING can change in the blink of an eye. Also, NOTHING is stable. Anything that once seemed soo certian can eaisly be ripped from beneath your feet. This time last year I had an entirely different life ( Read more... )

Merry Christmas MotherFuckers!!!!!

So I was out walking the streets of Berkeley, alone, by myself, with a hooded sweater on, at 11:00pm, on a Wed evening ( Read more... )

I feel soo goddamn empty. I'm tired as fuck and probably terribly depressed. I'm lonely here at Berkeley and I can't seem to find the proper peace of mind to get all my school work done. I just had two math midterms and I'm not pleased with myself on eaither of them. I've become closed and cold with the one I love and I hate myself for that. ( Read more... )

I guess I've gone and done it. I'm offically a student of The University of California at Berkeley and I don't know how I feel. I've completly stopped sleeping on my own. I just cant seem to find peace of mind in this city. The Ambien are running low... But that's ok. I miss my boyfriend dearly. There's a pain in my heart that's suddenly an ( Read more... )

Happy Birthday to Me!

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Congratulations, Molleen!

Your application for transfer admission to the College of Letters and Sciences has been approved for Fall 2006. We welcome you to join us at Berkeley!

Who would have thought?

By popular demand, everyone wanted a picture of myself... Now normally i'd be happy to post one, BUT apparently you need a paid account to load a picture that's not already posted somewhere on the internet... and a paid account is something I do not have...