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darkangel_01

My Own Amphigorey

Mar 17, 2004 14:56

There is so much i want to say. I wish i could scream at the top of my lungs, until my breath fails me and my body falls, pale, limp, naked and lifeless against mother nature's pavement. To shatter the silence that has invaded me until my heart stops and death takes me. There would be no difference anyway, and what little life is left would have ( Read more... )

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hmm... anonymous March 18 2004, 20:35:28 UTC

hey molly, tis todd. hes sorry mollys gotta feel this way, but if molly needs it, maybe itll be for the better. i hope that you get things resolved when he comes down. if you ever need to talk, you know who to go to...

-Todd

darkangel_01 March 21 2004, 12:51:59 UTC

I'm not sure what i need right now, and i'm quite confident this old pain isn't it. A new pain would probably serve me good. To go through the process of having a new wound and completly healing it because it's new and fresh and that which caused it was temporary and left as soon as the blood starts to flow would be good for me. To remind me that I am alive and that i CAN heal. Words were spoken this weekend, and I feel good about what was communicated between me and my Love. But it all boils down to waiting. I'm still waiting until i can leave this place. I will miss you and all thoes alive and recent I shall be leaving behind, but my life will be long and we will meet again. I appericate you and how you care for me, but this is something i have to figure out on my own. That alone is what I am cirtin of.
-Molly