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back in the saddle
I need to start writing here again. even if it turns to nothing more than random thoughts at least that's proof I still have some, right?
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another go
Trying to force some quiet in all the chaos around me seems to be a theme lately. I find all these pieces in people so amusing and calming, yet in myself I see nothing but a storm of regret and fear.
I've been trying to come up with a short enough way to express how awesome I find it that all of my friends have their own version of 'normal'. I love ( Read more... ) -
Let's try this again
The thoughts never stay focused long enough for me to articulate them. My mind faulters where it once gave such clarity in the sound of these keys clicking ( Read more... ) -
The Biggest Loser
Seems fitting to me that that's what's on in the background as I'm writing again ( Read more... ) -
Hmmm
For those still lurking around here...any idea how to export all your entries? I'm ready to bail I think but I don't want to loose all the years and years worth of words... -
So it is...
Hole isn't any more closed than before...just slapped a big bandaid of running away over it ( Read more... ) -
Not my idea...
There might as well be a gaping hole in my chest as empty as I feel now. I saved nothing. I helped nothing. I'm broken and watching on the sidelines as everything that ever meant anything to me leaves ( Read more... ) -
This is not my idea of a good time...
I don't want this. I want this to be fixable...but it isn't ( Read more... ) -
Inevitability
So it comes to this...
One choice that'll destroy all I knew, all I wanted, or all I could have...
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Impractical Magic
Sometimes I feel like there's a hole inside of me, an emptiness that at times seems to burn. I think if you lifted my heart to your ear, you could probably hear the ocean. The moon tonight, there's a circle around it. Sign of trouble not far behind. I have this dream of being whole. Of not going to sleep each night, wanting.