I honestly feel like my life is worthless, and anything i do has meaning.
Its all pointless, i could die tomorrow and it wouldnt matter.

Health coverage finally set about a month ago. Regular doctor visits are in place ( Read more... )

I don't feel like a person these days.

Sleep paterns are still fucked.

Appetite is still out of whack, but sometimes i eat more than once a day.

Still no health insurance.

Been having dreams about shooting myself.

I think the stupidest thing I've ever done is fall in love and believe it was worth trusting in.

One size fits all positivity advice is the most annoying thing from poeple "trying to help".
If you are not putting in the effort to know the details of the issues a person is facing, then all you are doing is forcing your idealism on them. Empathy and understanding has to come before advice.

Currently under 10 of my friends know how close to the end I am ( Read more... )

Well maybe i can at least help support and protect those i care for somehow.

This is messed up.

I have no idea what to hope for, what to look forward to, there is no joy in my life.

What am I living for?

Not sure if the medication is helping or not ( Read more... )

Spent a good half hour just sobbing in the car when I got home from dusk thursday night.

I think I'm starting to get headaches from not eating enough.