There's some stuff going on with the ex....not sure what to do with it. He wants to reinitiate a physical relationship....and while part of me definitely wants him, the rational side of me says NO. We wouldn't be "together," just.....yeah. I'm really torn ( Read more... )

So....the last one is history. And may he stay there eternally. >_ ( Read more... )

It's been rather sucky. Ugh. >_>

I'm tired of the bullshit.

I'm sick of crying.

It's going to end.

On a happier note, I've met some really cool people lately. May be meeting another one tonight.

How is it that three short, little words, coming from a particular person, can make you so ridiculously happy?

Y'know.

Some girls, at their time of the month, get cramps.

Some get sick.

Some act like utter bitches.

Some get emotional and cry at the drop of a hat, and depressed and stupid and grumpy and sometimes are these things to the point of being rude.

Goddammit, I wish I were in one of those first two categories!

Get me the hell out of this place.

I feel kinda sick. Gr.
Why do I always do this to myself? Augh.

Oh well.

Breathe.

I'm shocked ( Read more... )

I have issues.
That's pretty clear.

But.......I am loved, and that makes all the difference. And makes my life more livable, and every day more enjoyable. The rain and lack of sun doesn't seem so bad when you know there's someone whose day can be lightened up just by seeing you smile.
And that your day can be brightened by just hearing their

So I realized, and I mean this in a non-emo, non attention-getting way, that people have just stopped reading my LJ, or at least just don't comment. (Not necessary for you to defend yourself with an "omg no i love youuu!" comment X3 ( Read more... )