My perspective is all out of whack. I'm currently in a war with my mind and it's over my sanity. I can't for the life of me figure out how to view this thing. Part of me is saying, "Just view it as your home away from home; don't try to make it so detached." But then the other side is telling me to get there, get used to it, and get the fuck over ( Read more... )

Well, orientation is doing its job. I'm far less disoriented than yesterday. I met some rad people, to boot. I've really been enjoying the company of a lot of these people. It's both exhausting and boggling to think that I've been trying to solve all of these puzzle people from around the world. However, it came with a cruise filled with dancing, a ( Read more... )

A new way of life flashes before my eyes like a newly squeezed lightning bolt from an anxious cloud. So this is it. This is living. I can't really tell if I'm awake; but it seems real enough. Sometimes I don't think I've ever lived but then the cynical little spiders escape from my head and fall to hard earth. Hard earth: that's reality. When all ( Read more... )

It's been awhile since I've had a coherent livejournal post. And to be frank, this one may be no different. But I'll try! I leave for college in eighteen days and it's freaking me out. I'm having some pretty pessimistic dreams, but I suppose that comes with huge life alterations. All of my financial aid stuff is at long last taken care of. My loans ( Read more... )

college? what's college?

college. it's what i'll be doing starting on august 22nd. manhattan school of music. new york city.

my roommate's name is alejandro and he plays the bassoon. that's crazy!

My mother is the greatest woman of all time.

kthx

MANHATTAN SCHOOL OF MUSIC INVITED ME TO DO AN AUDITION (!!)

ps- i have a cold + terrible allergies + i'm terribly congested.

kbye

monday- nada ( Read more... )

SNOW!it's glorious ( Read more... )

[x]Gone to summer camp ( Read more... )