Like always, i'm sad...my boyfriend hurt himself pretty bad and it sucks, its gonna take a long time for him to heal too ( Read more... )

Hey all...sorry i haven't written in quite a while. Haven't had the time really to update. Again sorry. Seems since my accident a whole like 5 months ago, things have just went down hill for me. I have gotten sicker, ended up in the hospital, two times, and am still kinda crappy. But never the less...well i'm not me anymore. yes i am a ( Read more... )

So since i last updated this, i got in a bad car accident that completely totaled my car...really sucks, yes but i lived and i dont' have any broken bones...quite honestly i dont' know why i lived but whatever i guess... i rolled my car and i flipped it and i landed on my roof when i hit a tree...and ended up just with a cuncusion n some bruises ( Read more... )

Sorry to those who have gotten on my site and noticed that i haven't updated in a while ( Read more... )

Ya know, everybody has told me that things are gonna get better, well i'm still waiting, and everything seems to get worse...my life here sucks, and my dad just seems to keep pissing people off.*my brother is now gone, don't know where he went, but he's gone, again becuz of the asshole* Like today, got a muffler for him for the car becuz he asked ( Read more... )

Yet again...i feel like CRAP!!! I don't know how to feel about this, Chris got a job, now i'm not gonna see him...he works weekends. And his last chance to see me before he started was...last weekend, and he didn't come over, i'm so fucked right now....i hate life, and i hate living.

I'm driving right, just starting to have things look up for me and i'm trying so hard to get a job and my brother has to shoot me down...again...today i said something and hes like its not like you have any money or a job to be able to get it, and i AHHH just got pissed then my mom was askin me something and Justin tryed to talk to me and i wouldn' ( Read more... )

I FEEL LIKE SHIT!! All i wanna do and feel like doing is curling up in a little ball and crying...to no one becuz no one would do anything about it if i went to them anywayz. I'm gonna go...bye AND yes andrew it is the same guy, i love him and i'm not gonna do it.
~ Becki

Things that i totally hate ( Read more... )

Just chillin with my lil sis...listenin to music...nice day out, yeah ok well i have no clue what to type ( Read more... )