good night soulless winter breeze ( Read more... )

still in the process of unfucking myself. The show at FVT is going really well. I think anyways, Im not to sure how the american fans are responding, but we seem to have a great fanbase. Die and shinya had to do the meet n ' greet yesterday, I guess it went really well.

Im fucked, im fucked really bad. and thats all i have to say.

Die is back, and Im so glad to have him here. But Im afraid with everything that has happened, Ive come down with a terrible sickness. I'm not exactly sure of what it is, but f uck. I feel like s hit. My throat is getting really sore, were thinking we wont make it to the US TOUR with family values, upcoming Japanese shows have already been canceled ( Read more... )

Things have been very dead lately. Extreamly. Die still hasnt come home, a few phone calls now and then to lift very low spirits, Ive done some online gaming out of sheer boredom at 3am.

For being so "busy" at work there really isnt much to do around the house. I think I'll go out tomorrow. Im sick of sitting here.

So, Im standing in my room brushing my teeth, and I hear the front door open, I figured it was miyavi so I went to go say hello, but what I found instead set me in to total shock and almost denial. Daisuke. Only it was a much thiner, paler. daisuke, it was still him ( Read more... )

Contrary to popular belief, I'm miserable. Nobody should be proud of an aching heart, that lives in nearly three places... Die has been gone for so long, I wonder if he will ever come back from that thing of his, he warned me that it would take a long time, I told him it was ok to go now I feel stupid for letting him. All production with Dir En ( Read more... )

I thought I would die with out him. I thought that if he werent by my side Id go insane.
and maybe its true...

I'm glad miyavi came over.

WHeRE ARE YOU?

Soo.. As everyone knows kyo had an accendant a few days ago. I spent the last three or so days in the hospital, of course I loathed it but I suppose the sex made it better...-smirks- Thank you for all who came to visit me.. [shinya, miyavi die] die took me home today. After we got home I ordered a pizza for delivery, die answered the door and to ( Read more... )