things are the way they should be and should have stayed months ago

Things could always be better.............. Things should be the way they need to be................. Thoughts in my mind haunt me

everything is wonderful i love my new job i make realy realy great money and i work 3 blocks from home in 5 points and its a realy easy job most of the day i play on the internet its not busy at all i dont have to see people i miss the animals but everything is ok i have an amazing apartment and a great car so everything is working out

its over were done 2/20/06

well i am moving out of our house and moving back in with sebrina cept james (her husband) keeps putting off when i get my stuff he thinks richard and i should move my stuff not me and sebrina so now instead of tomorrow i am moving my stuff sunday and richard and i are going to do it but i wont be at brinas long enough time to save some money to ( Read more... )

so the block on the taurus cracked and water came spraying out so i was unable to go to work and i had to call him the car was towed back to the house though he dosent know why cuz it will cost more to fix then he paid so i am an awful person for breaking the car and he made me feel like shit cuz that was the only thing he owned and now its fucked ( Read more... )

so he called all morning every 30mins and the min i get to work he doesnt call at all untill i get off work but its close to the weekend so he will have friends and stuff to keep his mind off of things

so i went over there at 6pm and we went and had dinner he said i shouldnt stay over cuz its to early in this to have me stay over tomorrow will be a week it was nice no fighting i was very happy to see him and chipper he seemed kinda down people kept calling as usaual we went back to the house and at about 938pm i had to leave before people stopped ( Read more... )

things were bad today got in a huge fight and i didnt end up staying over like was planned or plans for today were ruined by a fight and so i press on

how do you get along if you fight about every stupid little thing for no reason how do you stop