all of this fucking guilt is running my life. no place feels like home anymore. it's like nothing comforts me at all.

well, it finally happened. i woke up in a hospital bed, wondering what the hell is going on. my mind was blank. a nurse comes in with my breakfast. 'what the hell happened?' 'you overdosed' it turns out the police found me in a ditch, dying, overdosed on anti anxiety and anti pschotic pills. i was very close to death, i later found out. this scares ( Read more... )

i am sick and tired and i desperately need to head south but i am way too poor. everything is starting to fucking circle around and i think im going fucking insane.

fuck humanity. i feel completely emptied out

To walk the night
To feel no love
To know the touch of another kiss
Never more

To walk the night
To forever roam
To escape inside cool darkness
Alone

Samhain

anyone at all, call my cell phone, right now. 502 338 9841. id like to talk to people i dont talk to on the phone much.

i have computer access occasionally now, at alex's ( Read more... )

to all who care, i am living out of the back of my jeep now. i am at a friends house in louisville right now, using the computer. obviously, i no longer have internet access, but my cellphone is still up. my number is 502 338 9841. if anyone would need to get in touch, that would be the best bet.

fuck

SlippMcJasper: i'm going to eat nothing but ramen noodles, like 10 cents a pack for like WEEKS so i can hire an awesome escort and fuck the shit out of her
SlippMcJasper: swear to god
SlippMcJasper: i just got done eating a bowl right now