aint no cure for suicide

i don't say much on here (expect concerning how i don't say much on here) but last night was real fun; and i didn't even have to get intoxicated. well except for lots of caffeine and nicotine. but it's all coming together.

the effect of not taking the zoloft today ( Read more... )

i dont really need to see/ i dont see how you see outta yer windows
i dont need to see, ill paint mine black

i dont know me, and, you dont know you, so
we fit so good together cuz i knew ya like i knew myself
we clung on like barnacles on the boat
even though the ship sinks ya know ya cant let go

im not in a ward, im at home, but i am in intensive outpatient chemical dependency and intensive emotional therapy shit for a while. its just 3 hours a day, 6 days a week. but it starts at 9 am, even on saturday. thats shitty. oh well, at least im not locked up. trevor, im trying to decide whether or not im actually going to go completely clean(of ( Read more... )

oh i guess the photo didnt work, for the meantime, here is the link:

http://photobucket.com/albums/y278/whiskeyfaced/?action=view¤t=faceface.jpg

I can add apples and oranges, but I can't grow a damn thing ( Read more... )

every human being has to go through some suffering

Screaming engines, shooting flames
Dirty needles and cheap cocaine
Some gal's old man with a gun
To me it's all the same
Dead is dead and it ain't no different than walking around if you ain't living
Living in fear's just another way of dying before your time

somebody please fucking kill me or fuck me or give me pills