i don't really know what to think about how my life is evolving. i have kind of been sucked into this whole that only consists of school, work and rugby. and i am not to upset about it. i am completely cutting back on smoking of all sorts ( Read more... )

i decided that the only time allie really ever talks to me is when she can't find anyone else to help her. she knows i will always help her, and try to be there for her. even when her boyfriend sank to he lowest form of scum (which isn't to hard for him) i came to pick her up, and she fucking went back to him. i love allie. and saturday night at he ( Read more... )

ahhh. . .last year was my first sloppy show. it was awesome because of the fact it was new years eve and had a gorgeous guy with me-JAKE! that night erica hooked back up with chris (for the hundredth time) and i got with jake. my first taste of a hard core punk boy-boy was it yummy. but-i was sobber all last show. this time, i'm gonna buy a pint of ( Read more... )

ok. . .so i lied. its only been about 15 minutes since i last posted. i am over at sophies house and she is in her own little world, and i am in mine. its cool. just to be around someone i know really well and like a lot ( Read more... )

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i woke up this morning and it was beautiful outside. the snow is falling. i know when i have to leave for work in an hour i will hate it, but right now its beautiful. and being up, alone this early is awesome ( Read more... )

i haven't really been up to date with my journal. i just haven't really been in the mood. my mom's mortgage is due on the 16th. if she misses this one she looses her house. i am just kind of pissed about things. i came to the conclusion that i am not going to watch any of the new trendy tv shows on vh1 or mtv about how much money movie stars have. ( Read more... )

i fucking give up-i got pixies of my new tattoo and just give up trying to figure out how to put it on here.

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