fear...

[darkdefiance]

its a strange thing to think about, fear. i'm not used to it. lol being afraid, its strange. how strange that of impending physical pain, bodily harm, and possible death, all thats left that causes me fear is the thought of loss. so strange also how i cant keep my mind from dwelling on the thoughts that give me pain and fear, fear of my own

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[devilindisgusie]

you are not pathetic or needy, we love you cause you are the strong person that you are and some of us remember you from the past.
riah

[darkdefiance]

well i dont have the strength i should. i need better control over myself, random thoughts can get me all freaked out n worked up. i need to not worry about stuff. *shrug* its my weakness