ya i'm done with this journal. goodbye everyone

i know that love is unconditional. but i also know that it can be unpredictable, unexpected, uncontrollable, unbearable and strangely easy to mistake for loathing, and... what i'm trying to say, is...i think i love you. my heart... it feels like my chest can barely contain it. like it's trying to escape because it doesn't belong to me any more. it ( Read more... )

Yura yura to yuganda sora e
kimi no moto e tonde yuke
Zutto soba ni itta kara
aita sukima ooki sugite
namaiki na kimi no sunao na henji
matte dare ga sabishii
mirarenai machi de naiteru nara
soba ni inakutemo egao wa todoketai
Yura yura to yuganda sora e
kimi no moto e tonde yuke
konna ni mo chikazu ni kanjiteru
futatsu no omoi

You fight me, flat on my lonely face I fell. Finding in the end, all is well. In light of the life that ( Read more... )

i hate being bored......so much. i get bored easy as fuck lol. all my patience is gone and i get pissy when i'm bored :-P lol. my old games arn't so entertaining anymore. i mean ya Halo 3 and Call of Duty 4 are THE SHIT, but i dont wanna sit around n play em all day, it'd make them get boring really fast n e wayz, and parties are fun but i only hit ( Read more... )

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happy new years to everyone. hope everyone had a good one and almost as much fun and crazyness as was at ours. the crew and i all busted open bottles of champagne and sprayed them everywhere when the ball dropped. we had a bonfire goin all night that i started when we got there to get everything rdy to start the party. a giant cooler of hunch punch ( Read more... )

so ya the presents my family got me were worthless lol, i got a lil bit of chocolate, a macys giftcard for 25$, and and shavin razor. i did NOT get the phone i wanted and asked for lol, BUT i am getting drunk with my family and me n my badass crew of brothers are all gonna be chillin n gettin wasted together, and we're all gettin each other ( Read more... )

ALIEN VS PREDATOR REQUIEM COMES OUT TOMORROW!!!!!!!!! FUCK YES!! that movie better be the shit. lol, i've been waiting for this movie since AvP gotta figure out who all the fuck i'm draggin there lol. damn i wanna see this movie lol. better be fucking badASS :-P lol always good to have sumthin to look forward to wakin up for the next day. tomorrow ( Read more... )

who's ready for x-mas n new years? ME N MY FUCKIN CREW R READY!!!! we throwin a fuckin quad kegger with bottles, oh yes. this will be the shit lol. everyones invited, lets do this shit big. might be at Xays or V's unless we find a better place lol. I cant wait to party my ass off with my boys, get wasted, n start a new year.