at least its good to know that no matter what i got sum of my shit straightend out and my life is on a better course. right? lol well i guess at least i'm proud of myself for getting stuff taken care of even though it took a long ass time, i fucked up alot but at least now i can say i fixed my life i guess eh? i'm just glad for the support i've ( Read more... )

sucks when you cant think of anything you can do to make the people u care about happy, its the most worthless feeling in the world..........

ok so now on top of everything, my dads havin heart problems bad now. so that complicates ummmm just about everything in my life. we dont know exactly how bad it is yet but ya. i always have the most upbeat and happy posts dont i

and so, once again, i am on the single lists.

[Verse 1 ( Read more... )

this is a note to a person who hates me ( Read more... )

Such a lonely day ( Read more... )

*stretches* its been a really long time since i've been here. pretty much been a drone lately. doin everything like i'm runnin on auto-pilot. just goin through the same paces every day without even thinking. so i'm back at TCC and actually doing my work. actually making good grades. lol, my teachers are concerned about how everyday i come in half ( Read more... )

i'm bloody worthless. even turnin all my shit around. i can never hope to be anything. i can never hope to give my life true meaning. gettin my college shit straightend out can only take me so far. even managing that, i am fucking worthless. what good am i? what good could i ever be. to anyone. not even considering how could i ever be good enough ( Read more... )

life or exsistance
for the sole purpose of exsisting
is pointless