sumone fuckin kill me, i opened my mouth n stupidity flowed forth from all the DUMBASS in me. i dont even want to know how much i'm goin to regret being that much of a fuckin idiotic piece of shit. seriously, sumone, kill me.

allo, i'm bored n chillin in the comp lab at TCC, the only thing i have to do between classes lol. earlier this week was awsome, bethany had orientation at TCC so i got to see her n hang a bit :-D. and this weekend i getta go down there n see her for her graduation (woot) lol. (btw congratz on being done with highschool luv) POTC 3 COMES OUT FRIDAY ( Read more... )

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yeah so i'm back, i know i know, you want me to go away again. but FUCK YOU :-P. lol boredness so i decide to post an entry. schools good. my teachers are fuckin hilarious. just get my car fixed now n i'll be good for whatever. i cant fuckin wait till PotC 3 comes out. badassedness. i'm gonna fuckin go on opening night. aight well i have nothing ( Read more... )

so TCC is pretty good actually, i'm makin friends lol so its bearable and the classes dont suck. i honestly have no idea what else to write. i just felt like posting rofl. i'm retarded like that.

my computer's back finally. i'm startin classes at TCC day after tomorrow. finally gettin shit semi straightend out with my life i guess. i'm doin good keepin away from the old "fuck it all" attitude. jacob, david, daniel, n I been gettin shit straightend out with our lives for the most part. nothin n e more but weed n drinkin. i quit partyin too ( Read more... )

ok so my dad took my comp so talkin to me online is no longer a reliable way to get ahold of me. just lettin yall know

yeah man, so this weekend was badass, friday was my birthday (4/20) and bethany came to visit me for the whole weekend so i spent my birthday weekend with the love of my life and my friends. we got a handler of hypnotiq and a handler of henacy, incredible hulks FTW. sumhow, sumthin hit my eye and i dont remember it so it aint happy but i dont care ( Read more... )

i've been so confused l8ly. Papa Douglas dyin is hittin me alot harder than i expected it would i guess. losin another one of the few relatives that was actually nice to me. i've just been not even knowin what i was doin, just doin stuff like a machine. i need to get control, been gettin upset about shit i dont even need to worry about, shit that i ( Read more... )

its a strange thing to think about, fear. i'm not used to it. lol being afraid, its strange. how strange that of impending physical pain, bodily harm, and possible death, all thats left that causes me fear is the thought of loss. so strange also how i cant keep my mind from dwelling on the thoughts that give me pain and fear, fear of my own ( Read more... )