Well it has been a little while but I am back.  I have been so busy as of recent.  Well here is everything I can think of that I did.  I hung out with my uncle on Thursday and Friday.  He had come in from Oregon for a few days so I wanted to see him.  I spent that night at my cuz's with him.  On Friday we listened to music while we drove around.  ( Read more... )

Yeah but sometimes I wonder because my poetry is obviously junk.

All I want is this one thing
I don't want to be a king.
What I want is not what they say.
I just want to know it has happened.
I just want it all in some way.
I don't want my goals to be laxened.
I beg of you please take me through.
I ask that you look at me.
I want to give ( Read more... )

Today went pretty well. I got up later than usual to go to the orthodontist and get spacers. Man they hurt for little rubber bands. The pain medication was quite helpful i numbing my torment. It was just like advil so I can get some when I need it. The pain should be gone in about a day or two though. Then on the 1st I get my braces. After ( Read more... )

Your dating personality profile:

Romantic - You know exactly how to melt your date's heart. Romance comes naturally to you and is an important component of any relationship you have.
Adventurous - Just sitting around the house is not something that appeals to you. You love to be out trying new things and really experiencing life.
Big-Hearted - You ( Read more... )

I don't know what to say or do. 
All I can seem to think is you. 
Why am I so weak? 
Why am I so meek? 
Oh tell me what to do today because my thoughts won't go away. 
What will you have of me. 
Tell me cause I want to see. 
I can't find the help I need because on you I seem to feed. 
Why won't this feeling go away? 
I want to feel whole in ( Read more... )

Am I a fool? Most would say I know but I wonder if they are right. I mean that I think that I may be the fool. I do things that seem foolish and motivated poorly but what result do I get in the end? Well I don't know maybe I will find out in a little while. Until then though I wonder. You see I am pondering a few things. First of all a person can' ( Read more... )

Well I am confused and in doubt now. I know what I want to do and what I am drawn to do but is that the right thing. I don't know what to do. I guess I am having a conflict between right and individualism which also contains what I want. I think I know how my friends feel and I think I know what is right and I don't feel like doing what is right. ( Read more... )

Another month has gone by and so now I face the possibility of losing my internet access to AOL. I mean free access is nice but this time might be the last that I get. We will see. Today was alright accept for one little thing. I will get there in a little while though. Today was my first day of exams at school. I had english first bell and study ( Read more... )

I thought maybe it would be cool if I updated my journal everyday or at least everyday that I could just to give it some consistency. Well let me see what I have to say. As I have gotten no comments on what I wrote yesterday I guess I will talk about other various things on my mind. I am confused. Yes confused and lost. Lost and dizzy. Dizzy and ( Read more... )

Now I am just kind of mad or sad or upset. Of course my mood was changed this was over half an hour ago and I am pretty good at getting over things. At least at feeling better about things and being back in a plain mood and not specifically sad or mad. Why am I always in this position of being the one that takes it all? I guess it has its ( Read more... )