I haven't posted a new journal entry for several months now. I wonder if it almost wouldn't be better to just start keeping a casual written journal since I am so sporadic with this online stuff ( Read more... )

Tomorrow marks the beginning of week 2 of Spring term. I feel as if I have made a great amount of progress over the past few weeks. I recognize that I am doing alright with school. Things are not the train wreck that marked the first two years of college. I am able to recognize the various issues I struggle with which makes them somewhat easier ( Read more... )

It is really hard to believe that it has been a whole year since last I updated this thing. Although really, so little has happened since I last updated this thing it is hard to believe that it feels as if so much has. It has been a whole year. It is hard to believe that I was just starting to take French and Latin again. I was just finishing ( Read more... )

I did it a few days ago.  I opened up a duffel bag that I have been storing at my aunt and uncle's house.  What was inside it?  It was full of memories of the past in so many different forms.  I saw papers from my English AP class and my World History AP class.  All of my old Digimon cards.  There were notes that  had been written between me and my ( Read more... )

Here I am.  Sitting here at the computer not working.  I don't quite know what to make of it.  I can't help but think that something is... wrong.  I'm moody, touchy and odd.  Now despite the initial reaction that one may have to it, the odd remark has been attested to by those around me.  Regardless I can't help but think that college is not where ( Read more... )

The effects of things on our lives is incredible.  Today was a fabulous day I must say.  I went out with my aunt and uncle and cousin.  I have thought in bits and pieces of Kierkegaard.  The whole does not come together until the evening when I watch Elf and more importantly The Fellowship of the Ring.  Now I simply gaze out over the horizon today ( Read more... )

So I am updating again I don't have too much to say though. It has been almost a month since my mother's death. Wednesday the 2nd of November will be the official anniversery. I still remember it I found her on Sunday October 2nd at 10 in the morning. I still wish she was here too. Things are so hard for me. I feel tense all of the time and ( Read more... )

The last time I updated it was the Thursday after my mom died. I still miss her. Now I am at my house (I haven't been since the night after she died). Today I saw my article about her printed in the school paper. That was nice I must admit. I mean that it made me feel nice. It was the first one they have ever printed that was by me. This ( Read more... )

On Sunday I awoke to find my mom dead in the chair I last saw her in the night before. That very Sunday was the day I lost my mom. The day was crazy after that. I dealt with the fire department, police corner and children services. If you want more from me you can ask. Anybody who wants to can come to the funeral. It is at Spring Grove at the ( Read more... )

My computer has been in bad shape for the past few days. Thats why I haven't bee on AIM and such. It isn't because I don't like anybody. Well I finally fixed it today and it only took 7 hours. I worked from when I got home till 11:30 but now it is like new. So everybody I'm back.