weird weird dreams
let's take it one step at a time
as much as i remember cuz i forget everything ):

well first we went on like a tour of a restaurant
and we had a buffet for 90 people
and in every room there was new food everywhere
and it was an adventure every time
then at some point i hid in a closet to get away from a dog or something
idkkkk lolol

and ( Read more... )

so i noticed today about how feelings can cloud and affect judgement
when you like someone, you try to point out all their good qualities to kind of reassure yourself
you find any reason to keep on liking them
and any reason to stay with them or pursue something
you can be blinded and not see the bad in front of you
or just choose to ignore it
it's only ( Read more... )

and if today was not the most amazing day of my life, then i don't know what was.  :)

You'll look down on me,
with eyes of endless tragedy.
Try and stop the pain,
but there's never closure.
Find your solace in what you could have been.

This is not a new game,
So don't think that you know...

himerus and eros<333

and one of the hardest things in the world to do is to take your own advice.

you should take your own.
i have my reasons for not taking mine.

promises mean nothing

i am surprised at how fast this happened
you have no idea how much i needed you on monday
my heart is broken in a completely different way

i am no longer a ghost
symbolism which you won't get  :)
but it's a good thing

we see things so differently
sad how we used to see everything the same

i realized yesterday what an idiot i am
beyond stupid
i need to get my ( Read more... )

today should have been a horrible day
it always is  ):
4 years  =/

however days like these i remember i'm not really all that alone
i love all my friends
all in very different ways lol

this gets to me
i wish it were simpler

wow wow wow
you think you know me so well
but like always you don't know a thing about me
that has what has always upset me, and continues to more each and every day
the truth is i can't take it anymore
your lack of an answer was all the answer i needed
and it digusts me so much
and you say i'm fucked up, at least i'm aware of it, you don't know just how ( Read more... )

and the truth is... that i really expect so much of you.