and all i want to do is help you
but you won't let me
and i want to do is take the pain away
but i guess i don't have that power anymore
can't say i didn't try though
i've been trying a little too hard actually
i accept i am powerless
oh wells good luck :/

lalalala
:)

and my completely great amazing day was ruined just like that.
you have no idea.
ughhh whatever.
i am going to do what i have to do.
and forget everything else.
i have so much hate in my heart right now.
it's so unbelievable.
long angry rant tomorrow.
goodnight.

i love robert and krystin.  oh my incestuous siblings :O lolol

life is so funny sometimes.
like wowsers.

future alert!!

heart pwns brain

this is one of those entires i write just because i feel like writing.
no long story to tell
no life-changing event
just writing

on the bright side i'm looking forward to that duck lol.
:)

-why me?
-because you saw me when i was invisible

):

nobody understands me.  and i don't mean that in some big dramatic way.  i just mean like i do things for certain reasons and nobody can quite grasp that.  most people are a lot of their way or the highway type of shit.  i have nothing but good intentions and all i'm really looking for is just something that makes sense to me and works.  even ( Read more... )

oh eddie, grow up.  this isn't a fairy tale, this isn't a movie, join reality already.

this has been the worst week and a half ever.
i hate february.
always have, always will.
19 in 5 minutes?  i don't really give a fuck.

the irony of dying on your birthday

sometimes when someone pushes you away, that's when they need you the most.

fuck school.  ( Read more... )

you are beyond fucked up.
grow the fuck up already.

you are so weird.
much too much like me.

you guys just plain suck.
fuckers.

you're too busy.
how sad  ):

lostlostlostlostlostlostlost

ugh goodnight.
birthday on thursday.
woo hoo?  -_-

"you're already screwed, you just don't know it yet"

oh robert your words are oh so comforting -_-
lolol 

i had the most depressing thought last night
i hate my life >.<
i bummed robert out when i told him lol

today has been the worst day ever
like in the history of time
well maybe not THAT bad but still kinda sucky
almost everyone i know was either mad or sad or something today
i'm just stressed and swamped with work and yeah

i cannot even put into words how ( Read more... )

so yesterday began innocently enough
simple voyage to the talent farm to watch a show
however having the wrong directions
leads to going to the most ghetto ghetto ever lmao
rofl at the ppl at the gas station telling nayla she was too white and was gonna get cut.
and then giving us directions but telling us to have 911 on speed dial and lock the doors ( Read more... )