i am so glad i didn't get shot tonight.
goodnight world.

oh i wish you knew
i really wish you knew
but i can't tell you
you'll see

it was exactly one year and one week ago.
i remember that day perfectly.
that was my low point, the day that broke my heart in a million pieces
the last time i did that thing i promised i would never do again.
and i haven't.

one week from now will be a year and two weeks since the day that started the end.
i wish i could change all that
but the past is ( Read more... )

tonight i'm sending you a message
this is the end of an era
the end of second chances
in the face of defeat
i'm winning
yet you still have so much left to say

oh they're coming straight for me
oh they're coming straight for me
read between the lines
we can't give in this time
just let me go for now i'll be just fine
don't ya know don't ya know
now that i'm ( Read more... )

i was thinking today.
and i realized how perfect me and nataly were.
how we had complete trust always and could say every single thing.
how we weren't afraid to hurt each other's feelings cuz we knew we had to fix our problems.
i think it's the maturity.
and how we were meant for each other in some sort of odd way
maybe not meant to be lovers, but meant ( Read more... )

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aqueous128 (10:57:05 PM): hey!
aqueous128 (10:57:11 PM): we're low on last.fm
aqueous128 (10:57:13 PM): not very low.

lmao that made me laugh.  tons.

oh derian and his cake.  lmao
i miss that crazy boy.

i remember seeing that car coming towards me
and not being able to do anything
knowing i couldn't get out of the way
moments like that in life
not having any control
not being able to stop bad things
even when you see them coming
those are the worst moments

"what does your mom think of your snakebites?"
hmm i wonder what she would think if she was still ( Read more... )

ok so i'm in love with yellowcard lately
lmao everyone makes fun of me for it
but i do not caree  :]

today was a good day
other than that one little dispute
it's been pretty good

i shouldn't write entries when i'm dead tired
i can't write from how tired i am lol

is it possible to fall in hate?  O.o