so much is changing in my life; i have to be completely committed to this without the distractions or pain. i'm thinking about moving, just saying goodbye to all of this. i know it's best. i have to be the adult here and make the right decision.

so i've made a plan, and i've picked a place. i won't be back.

i feel so happy. please don't ruin it.

everything is a mess right now. in one way i feel like i am finally getting my life into a good productive pattern, but at the same time i feel as if i have lost control of my future. so many things are uncertain right now; there seems no way to clear the fog. school is going so well and work is still work, but now all the sudden i have to deal ( Read more... )

i'm sorry if everyone hates me for what i did, but just exactly how long was i supposed to take it? how many bruises, how many broken bones was it going to take?

i love fall; the rainy cool days are my favorite. i feel happy right now even though i have no particular reason to be.

i will always feel like i am stuck in that summer, waiting for your call.

the times of endless parties and endless good times are soo far gone. it makes me happy; it makes me sad. sometimes people let others consume them so much that they lose theirselves entirely ( Read more... )

life is wonderful, my apartment is woonderful, everything is wonderful!

i found living room furniture for the apartment today at pier one. i like it a lot so hopefully alex will too. move in is tomorrow!

i am very excited to move into the apartment this weekend!