yeah so i've been busy busy busy. alex and i looked at merrifield and no way jose that place is not worth the money sooo we're going to keep looking. i think he and i are going to go see lydia for my birthday. i took some sleeping pills and now i can't keep my eyes open so c yaaaaa.
it's about 3:30 in the morning right now, and this is the second night in a row that i felt sick and couldn't sleep or even just get comfortable. i don't know what's up with me these days
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tonight i'm going to the old mill with my family for dinner. i've decided to leave alex out of my life for a while. i love him but he needs to grow up and also seriously needs to learn how to control his jealousy and anger. i don't want to put myself in bad situations anymore.