i hate boys. i hate boys and their fucking ex girlfriends that will never fucking go away. and their ex girlfriends friends and all their problems that for some fucking reason i have to hear about. i hate that you are fucking obsessed with her still. i hate that i can't leave you because i'm worried what it will do to you and what you'll do to ( Read more... )

valentine's day... was pretty good. my baby sent me red roses, and they were oh so beautiful. i love him. this is the first year i have ever had a valentine, and i kinda like it ( Read more... )

i refuse to put one more thought towards it after tonight. what happens, happens; and i will no longer worry and allow myself to get upset over this. i am missing something i never had.

imissyou.

i am in a pretty horrible mood right now. thank you for this.

i am so completely fucked for history right now. none of my work is done. i have four pages of fill in the blank but hard as hell because i haven't read take home test, and an essay due. i am such a slacker. no more though. i promise myself right now no more skipping, no more procrastination, no more not reading.

today my aunt, uncle, cousin, mom, and i went shopping at the outlets before the bay bridge. there were a lot of really great shops there and i wanted to buy so much, but i only got a few things. the first store we went to was BCBG, and there were these boots and a purse there that i wanted so badddddddddddd. buttt the boots and purse together ( Read more... )

so things are going kind of well right now. i'm working, going to school, and trying as hard as possible to enjoy life. i turn 18 on may third; three months from now. i am hoping to find a nice little house for rent this summer one but prefferably two bedrooms; living room, kitchen, bathroom.... ya know the normal. one room for alex and i to sleep ( Read more... )

i hate when people get angry without trying to understand first. it's childish and inconsiderate ( Read more... )

i am worried about steve. do goldfish normally produce bubbles? i may just be acting parnoid because alex and my dad keep telling me he is going to die just because i had some unfortunate luck of over feeding my goldfish and inadvertantly killing them when i was like five. i also had a problem with my fish eating each other so perhaps thats where ( Read more... )

today alex helped me go grocery shopping for my mom. we were in the pet section getting dog food, and i saw the most adorable mishapen-eyed goldfish. anddddddd my baby bought it for me! it's the really cute kind of goldfish too; the kind with telescope eyes. it's positively adorable ( Read more... )