as of 11:30pm i found out i have a court date for speeding tomorrow at 1:30pm. major bummer. alex's dad is representing me and i hope he gets me off on it. i also pray to god that the cop does not show up because then i actually might have a chance. if not i might get points and a 140 dollar ticket. i can't afford the ticket or the rise in my ( Read more... )

today went from horrible to great, and i finally feel like we are better.

right now i am pretty pissed off. i got blown off this morning, blown off at dinner, and now your out at a party while i am here, alone at home. our 9 month anniversary is sunday; which really isn't a big deal but you keep talking like it is. on the other hand though you can't give the courtesy of a phone call to me at 1 in the morning to let me ( Read more... )

it's snowing. snow makes me really happy.

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today. i had the most perfect day with my baby.

ALEX READS MY LIVEJOURNAL BEHIND MY BACK AFTER I TOLD HIM NOT TO. FUCK YOU ALEX. FUCK YOU.
FRIENDS ONLY NOW.

tonight i had a jameson thursday and let me just say, mike dunn is my new favorite guy. i drank most of the bottle on my own and kept calling olivia nolan a busted slut, and that her friend was a slut. i have decided that while whiskey makes me happy and fun, for the people that i do not like it is not so happy and fun ( Read more... )

you just popped up out of no where.

this quite possibly is the most fucked up christmas i've ever had. how could the nicest most happiest time of year go bad? since when did my family, which i thought was the strongest, closest family out there break? why can't i be allowed to love? and also why can't my stomach ache go away? i'm terribly upset ( Read more... )