sometimes i worry to much ( Read more... )

center city... love it. the three dollar train ride to get there ...... even better. as barbara said philly is growing on me. i went shopping and got a sweet salvador dali poster, as well as a bangin hendrix poster... say goodbye ugly white walls!!!

the more and more i live in philly the less and less i like it. my fat religous roommate needs to go. i want her out out out. mallory and becca are fun and i love having them as roommates but the fat one has got to go. alex finally got a car and is coming to philly on thursday which is tomorrow. yay. i love him and i want him to be here. i always ( Read more... )

i am happier than ever. i adore my apartment, i adore my school, and i adore philly. now all i really need is a job so that i can aquire some money and things will be perfect. haha.

it's just not worth it anymore. not at all.

i am completely fucking lost. i don't understand how everything can fall apart so fast. i feel so lied to. so betrayed. people make mistakes though, and i refuse to let you beat yourself up over it. basically shit happens, and sometimes certain mistakes are repeated. you don't have to lie to me about it though; i don't respect you any less for it. ( Read more... )

things are going to well right now. it makes me uneasy. my shakes have become rediculous. my docotor doubled my medication, and that scares me because i feel like i can't control it ( Read more... )

i am happy. and in a consistent kind of way.

i'm leaving for Pennsylvania today. thank god. i'll be back in a few days though.

also, i love my friends. i'm really going to miss them soon.

5 days! 5 days till i go to PA with mel. 5 days till i get a break from shit. i am so excited.

apparently my aunts think i'm on drugs. hahahaha. i was sober as a judge the day they say they think i was on something.