Would you rather live in isolation, afraid of everything? To experience love and feel pain is something, not nothing like you seem to want so badly. Even if it hurts, as you and your loved one cause each other pain, it must be...
It was fulfilling. And you knew that too, didn't you?
It's better this way. What is so unacceptable about that?! Fulfillment is far too idealistic if you ask me. To come out of the experience with nothing but pain in the end is just not worth the trouble!
If you want to put it that way... isolation is... yes, maybe I would rather live that way.
When you were young. When I saw you again--I was sad, and it hurt, but I was happy too--and that was worth everything. I would rather have that and die than live an empty life, devoid of anything, and you'd be foolish to choose emptiness.
...But of course, you've proven yourself to be such over and over again.
... Why do you feel that way? So negatively about everything... [ a skip here. ] There are a lot of good things about you, too. About you, now, and you, the person that I remember. Don't you see it, too?
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Would you rather live in isolation, afraid of everything? To experience love and feel pain is something, not nothing like you seem to want so badly. Even if it hurts, as you and your loved one cause each other pain, it must be...
It was fulfilling. And you knew that too, didn't you?
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No.
It's better this way. What is so unacceptable about that?! Fulfillment is far too idealistic if you ask me. To come out of the experience with nothing but pain in the end is just not worth the trouble!
If you want to put it that way... isolation is... yes, maybe I would rather live that way.
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...But of course, you've proven yourself to be such over and over again.
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No. I am not.
I don't want to deal with any of it... no more... I don't care what it is.
Even happiness hurts.
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[pales]
That was-- I--
...No.
Forget what you heard. All of it.
((OOC: ...wtf was that icon. XD *uses different one*))
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... Why do you feel that way? So negatively about everything... [ a skip here. ] There are a lot of good things about you, too. About you, now, and you, the person that I remember. Don't you see it, too?
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I just.
...I don't know.
No, I don't see it. I really, truly don't. Feel free to point some out to me if you're so inclined, though, because nothing comes to mind.
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I think that's your true nature.
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Now that I know, I can safely say that no, that was anything but who I really am.
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Believe what you want, I suppose, but it doesn't change the truth.
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