i'm in hell . . . old testament version . . . a big spacious nothingness . . . much like the personalities of some of my housemates. For two days straight I've stared at the wall here at work. The season has officially ended. I'm told that the remainder of my time here will be spent staring at said wall with very little to do until next spring. I'm ( Read more... )

Finally got everything at work in order, Beautiful car ride to and from work (I'm so glad I got my brakes fixed, it's like driving a new car), awesome music on the radio, and a big bottle of green tea with a full pack of smokes which somehow are in peak flavor . . . GOD IT'S A FUCKING GREAT DAY!

Anyone ever think the snickers commercial where the hunters are throwing candy bars at a deer . . . I wanna say odd . . . but retarded feels much more appropriate. I don't think advertisers are even trying anymore.

I never wanna get another call as soon as I get home from work about someone getting married so spur of the moment again ( Read more... )

This sucks. I come in today ther's just a couple things to do. No prob I do 'em, sit and start reading, about half hour into the book my eyes burn with the fury of a thousand tiny torches. With a wicked headache to go with it. Either I'm allergic to knowledge or I may need glasses. I've always had this problem but now it's really bad. Having no ( Read more... )

The bank account has almost officially hit 4 digits, or at least it will if i'm good and i don't fuckup and start spending carelesly again. I am however close and feeling really good about things, if I the moving option finally happens i know I can do it now, and if not I can finally put some money's down on a nicer (read as more reliable) car so I ( Read more... )

Full metal alchemist vol 2! My woman was so nice to buy it for me. Damned show rips your heart out at moments but god I love it!

Jeesus! I swear this job only has and on and off switch. All season I've been go gogogogogogogo now today nothing . . zilch, zip, nada (I'm on the 4th level of nada 3!), doughnut (mmmm doughnuts), absofuckinglutly nothing to do. I went out to get breakfast came back an hour and a half later and no one even knew I fucking LEFT! I DID hoever come up ( Read more... )

In about 3 days time all my hopes fell apart. Called the last 2 job prospects I've found, one never had an opening and the other wouldn't even give me an interview. Then Sarah finally goes to see a doctor after a couple weeks of whining and now she has to get a cat scan on friday cause they found her liver is enlarged and theres some sort of lump ( Read more... )

I really need a career. I've decided this when I realized today that rather than sitting in front of my computer and watching cartoons I'd rather be roaming around the house, with some music going, maybe take a bath and relax in a nice hot soak. Then I came to the conclusion that yes I need to have my own home. I need my own space. I would really ( Read more... )