"love dont call on me again, I never want want to crawl like this, die like this ( Read more... )

Happiness? What is this happiness that Kris speaks of? I wonder what on earth she is talking about. I've never experienced this blissful thing. HA it must be false.

Ha ha ha

Pain, pain is very real and near and I hold it as a lover. ahhh pain.

I forgot to mention. Gothic, glad to see you back. We never got to know each other very well. Maybe we can now. ::sweet grin::

So they play this at the club you go to a lot? That's awesome. I am going to LA for Mardi Gras! hehehe Its ok I wont come to see you! ::crosses fingers::

When is Mardi Gras this year?

I really really wanna go!

I want to say I'm just here. Hellyeah and its great. I am bland and mellow and don't give a rats ass about anything at this moment. I just wanna have some fun and say fuck off to everyone who wants to make me blue. I dont wanna wake up from this little daydream. I'm happy, I'm happy, I'm happy..so shut up ( Read more... )

Just thought I'd say I'm alive. Seems I missed all the fun of the Great Gar Search. lol ( Read more... )

Sometimes you need a little stumble to make you realize that you can still be strong. I can, I am. ::smile:: I talked to Kris at length the other night which was awesome. Everyone knows Kris is who I was after all along. ::mischievous twinkle in the eye:: I had a really great time though Kris, thanks ( Read more... )

If you think the only thing hot in Louisiana is the food, then you have not met Garrath. hehe How's that for an intro ( Read more... )

I am so bummed that my honeybunny is sick. Get better soon Garrath.

As for me I am doing a little work, very little. Trying to get done and out of here. I so don't want to work tomorrow. Maybe I won't.

here is my randomness of the day:

If we get up each day and struggle and then one day lay down and die. Would we live forever if we never gave

I hate loathe despise this time of year. May all you caroling fools choke on snowflakes. Bah humbug!

hehehe