What a night.

[darkenlord]

Well she called me finally after 12 days of seemingly non-existance. Said she was sorry the usual blah blah, been busy blah blah, why don't we go out tonight? *Ears perked, smile engaged, mind active... sure

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[boycottbigotry]

because whether an online public journal or a private handwritten journal, a journal is a wonderful thing. when thoughts fill yr head and you have no more room for them, you write them down in a journal so you won't forget them, and so you have apiece of mind. it doesn't matter who reads yr journal or not. i have 50-odd friends and like three of them read my journal. i post for me, not for them.

and again, i don't want to suggest to you what to do, but if i were you? if i were in yr position right now? i'd let her know what i'm feeling, ask her to tell me the complete truth, and explain to her if she can't leave her boyfriend for me (when she supposedly loves me), then she doesn't really love me. not really an ultimatum, but rather a statement of the facts.

do you want to know a little irony? i'm one of the only people who wants this to happen for you. but you need happiness, and you also need to face the facts that you may not get happiness with her.

again, i'm here for you (and as usual, i couldn't keep my big mouth shut

[darkenlord]

thanks as usual dear, love ya for your kind words and for your infinite patience

What, like anyone cares what I think?

[thanlarkis]

You should see how many posts I've got buried in my private-view memories...

I kno what it's like, though, and sympathize. I've got no answers, but at least you kno you're not alone, right?