just as confusing as i expected/

still not sure if it was only or more than,
what it meant, what she felt,
or what will happen next.

dawson says the first one is impulsive,
and the second one has meaning, more thought behind the actions..

im waiting on our second.//

not quite sure of much just yet,
but damn sure that right now,
i couldnt be happier//

i think i think too much.

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man fuck me, i suck.

this is exhausting.

pretending,
however poorly i do it,
was never what i hoped for.

wanna feel mad, but cant work up the nerve,
and just end up feeling
like a fool.//

im in love with a dead dog.

but at least im not ln love with an asshole,
like you are.//

its a day know one remembers/

not that i blame you or anything, its not really important.

but on the day when im supposed to feel good& be happy,
you can understand, in light of recent events,
how i can feel unwanted,
as well as
used up, depleted, and alone/.

happy fucking birthday, im not special.

why cant you see you torture me?
youre already thinking about someone else.
when he comes home, youll be in his arms and ill be gone,
but i know my day will come.
i know someday, ill be the only one.

its much worse than i thought.

im a fool.
a pathetic fool.//