I'm going to see all of my friends, that I haven't seen in two months, in less than 24 hours. and my amazing family in 2 days. and I'm just as excited to see you when I get back to vegas... That may be a bad sign...but I think I'm okay with it!

Ugh...silly boys......

I feel like I sorta owe it to him to be awake. I wasn't last year. That night, we left the hospice and went out to dinner. A really gross dinner. and Kenny stayed out late at the casino with PJ and Nina. I felt like we were the shitty family at the hospice. everyone else stayed late with their family member, or even over night. and now i really ( Read more... )

im 21 years old, almost 22 and i think i can do anything. really, normally, i do. and i feel like this week i have no courage. no strength. no drive. every day, i wake up, go to work, and then either go get sloppy with my drinking partner Gina, or go home to sleep. and thats what i do. every single day. on my day off, i usually sleep the day away ( Read more... )

sometimes i want to go back and make the whole entire journal public. i wish i wasnt afraid to let people know what i was really thinking. whatever. at least the memories are still there, even if im the only one that can go back and read them.

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myspace keeps making me forget about my livejournal...ugh

just trying this out!

that was a mobile post thing...lol sorry

so
my mom is nuts.
my boyfriend and I are both afraid of her.
she believes that everyone in the world is required to do as she says.
but no one gives two shits.
and i leave for VEGAS in 9 days.
i cant freaking wait to get away from her!

the end

PS: i love my grandma

im gonna start writing in here again....hopefully ( Read more... )