New Journal = subtleblasphemy

This one will probably be deleted soon, just giving you the heads up. So add my new name and i'll add you back. And for those of you who already commented, you'll be added already, all you need to do is add me back.

alright, no one will really know what this means but me, but:

dammit, just when i think its over, there's another reminder and it begins all over again.

[EDIT]*COMPLETLY UNRELATED TO THING ABOVE THIS* in all this turmoil and useless shit that's been happening, i think i've become stronger. i'm not afraid to take a chance anymore and i'm ( Read more... )

x-mas time sucks. people are such assholes. i went to the mall (oakbrook) and people were pushing and shoving and some bitch took my mom's parking spot and wouldn't get out. but actual chirstmas eve and day are nice. just the before-hand crazyness is fucking shit.

i love this:

"She took a gun to her wrist ( Read more... )

i love my basement. it is a goldmine of awesome clothes. i found three shirts down there!!!! one of them is one of those wheatland athletic association soccer shirts that's both green and yellow (it can never be inside out! oh the possiblities!) and i am wearing it right now. i want my digital camera so that i can take a picture ( Read more... )

"THE WORLD'S A CRAZY PLACE... GET USED TO IT"if you really think about it, everyone's a hypocrite. we're all guilty of it. just like we all lie. we're all a bit depressed and we're all a little happy. we all think bad thoughts and we all have regrets. we're all guilty of small infractions and we're all so pure. we live in a world full of paradoxes ( Read more... )

all in all, i think this day has been relatively okay. i was sick this morning and couldn't go to the speech tournament (arg i hate being sick!!), so i called healy and went back to sleep with wet hair. you can only imagine what kind of rats-nest i woke up with. do not go to sleep with wet hair... very bad idea ( Read more... )

ITS WINTER BREAK!!! TWO WHOLE WEEKS OF NO SCHOOL!!!*sighs* sweet freedom ( Read more... )

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i have this bad habit of chewing on the inside of my mouth. i thought i'd stopped because i hadn't done that in a long time, but it seems im doing it again... now to the point where ill bite down so hard, my mouth'll start to bleed ( Read more... )

holy shit, i haven't updated in forever. i swear, this is the longest i've gone without updating in... wow since i got this stupid journal ( Read more... )